reflection

my first semester I tried to focus on doing all my work but I always forgot to either bring my camera or just completely forgot I had to do it.  I spent quite a bit of time planning cause I wanted it to look good but the pictures never got to how I wanted them to look. I never could find the right area to shot the photos to get them to how I wanted and I didn't know how to use the camera very well.  I focused on cheer mainly and didn't have much time for taking pictures.  I always wanted to take risks with my pictures but I worry if people will not understand and just grade me badly I try not to give up hard shots but I get frustrated and strapped for time and just try to make it in time. I know I could try harder but my mind is always somewhere else.  during class I thinking about college psychology or cheer and don't spend my time wisely but when I work I work for the whole class and am the last to leave the class, its not that I'm a bad student its just so much things go through my head all at once and its hard to deal with. I over estimate how much I can do and end pup having to restart about ever time I try. I don't really follow all the instructions and do things my own way.